| Almost done... |
[03 May 2007|12:23pm] |
I have a little more to go and then I'm done with school for this semester.
I'm gonna miss my Chem and Philosophy classes. Yar. Those were the most fun along with my biology class from the previous semester.
I'm going to miss my friends when I move, but I can't wait to snuggle up with my Lovesquid. I miss him...a lot. A whole lot. It's been over four months since I have touched him. Soon I will be closer... and the touching will be more frequent xD YAYZ!!11!!!one!
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| Eating the Idiots |
[22 Apr 2007|08:13pm] |
Sorry I haven't been posting much on this journal. To be honest, I'm starting to really like myspace. I know I know! All you haterz wanna killz me, but I like doing pictures, and it's so much easier to post them up there! Also, and this is a big thing, my boyfriend doesn't come to LJ very much if at all (I blame myself for that), but I'll still post so as to let everyone know I'm still allliiiiivvveee!
I'm still doing very well in school, but I'm living in temporary lodging with my family and the situation is nightmarish. All five of us are crammed into this little one room apartment complex with one bathroom, no dishwasher or garbage disposal, and no computer except for two at the business office. We're constantly battling in that house- it gets exaughsting! Only 28 more days to go, and I quit work April 26th, so woohoo! Things are starting to wind down a bit. At least I'll have my mornings to rest and my nights to study when finals roll around (which is in about two weeks, yikes!)
Howl's Moving Castle rocks.
Uhhhh...::ponders:: There is a creepy guy who hits on me here in the business office and he just...ew. That's all I'll say- ew. It's not the nice hit on, either. It's the dirty kind of hit on- the sleezy kind. He loves talking to me. I hate it when he is here and I'm trying to do school work 'cause he won't shut. up.
On another note, the title of this entry is targeted toward my friend's lying, cheating ex. He's trying to tell me that one can not have pride in another heritage, or anything one does not own. Then he cited the dictionary to prove his point, forgetting that my proof was in the definition as well. I showed it to him and he denied everything, which I called him on and proceeded to tell him he was incorrect. Needless to say he decided to be a little pissy-britches and actually message me on myspace, lmao. He can't handle it. I'm going to have fun tormenting him as much as I can before I move. It'll be awesome. I rock.
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| Derek is fucking weeeeiiiird... |
[05 Apr 2007|03:33pm] |
This was an interesting convo on the phone last night...
Derek: Alright. Here is how it is.
Jess: Yeah?
Derek: I'm going to cut off your legs and replace them with ostrich legs.
Jess: ...Wh..y...?
Derek: So I can ride you to work!
Jess: *laughter* Well, that might not be so bad. I could get to work pretty well, too!
Derek: Oh no you don't. Those legs are coming with me. That way I can walk around with these awesome ostrich legs, and people can say, "Woah, look at that dude walking around with those ostrich legs!" And if someone starts something with me, I can beat them up with my ostrich legs so on the news it'll say, "Dude beats other dude with ostrich legs then runs away."
Jess: . . .
Of course I laughed my ass off...but yeah xD I love that about him! He's so...unpredictable at times.
My friend's cheating ex is sitting right behind me. Half of me wants to beat the crap out of him for being such a llamapussy. The other half doesn't care.
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| AH! |
[26 Mar 2007|03:40pm] |
Moved out of my house and into a temporary lodging the size of about two bedrooms in my other house. This is 'home' for the next 7 weeks. ...Yaaay...
Positive side: I get to stay at school all day and not get interrupted Negative side: I get to stay at school all day and not see my kitties! D:
At least there are computers here... But the weekends. e_e ...at least I will never fall behind in homework again. I have way too much time on my hands now! WHOOPIE.
I didn't get to study for my test until last night, which was a fucking retarded move of my parents' doing, so now I'm getting a one day extension. Tonight when I get home, my face is not exiting the Chemistry world for a whiiiilllle. Then I'm going to sleep, chillax, go to work, go to Philosophy class, and then tackle this test like it has never been tackled before! YAR!
Other than that I've be eating much better, especially today (nevermind the doughnut I scarfed yesterday...). I had organic cinnamon wheat cereal for breakfast, subway sammich for lunch (turkey, lettuce, tomato, banana pepper, cucumber, avocado, mustard all on wheat), drank powerade, and for a snack I had an oatmeal bar. Hopefully...with hope beyond ALL hope...dinner tonight does not screw this up. Someone mentioned going to applebees...I wouldn't mind that! Yum <3
Alright, I need to start working on my chemistry labs. <33333333 to all!
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| ::smiles:: |
[09 Mar 2007|11:53pm] |
I feel pretty good right now. I just got off the phone with Derek and he was able to tell me what was wrong. I can say for certain that it's not an issue with us, nothing on that front has changed whatsoever. I'm glad he told me, though. ^^ ::looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooves her lovesquid!::
Today was rather uneventful on the whole. I had a tastey subway sandwich, and that was nice. I wanted to see the movie 300, but it was sold out. I'm going to try again tomorrow at 2pm if my crazed mother isn't making us clean like maniacs.
I've got a bit of homework to complete over the course of the weekend, which really sucks considering I didn't even start on any of it today (I'm so bad). However, Spring Break is coming up and that'll be ample opportunity to get ahead and do a bunch of stuff I've been meaning to do but have been putting off.
I watched Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire again. Out of all of the movies, this one is by far my favorite one still. The humor in it is fabulous! And Voldemort is a crazy bastard, lol. I can't wait for the next one to come out this summer! Woo! Both the book AND the movie! Should be great.
I suppose I ought to head to bed so I can be well rested when I'm forced to get up and clean. ::Sighs:: Hopefully I'll get to sleep to at least 10, that'll give about 3.5 hours to clean before running off to the movies. Then I must, must, must devote my energy to my homework schedule.
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| Life is a driveway... |
[08 Mar 2007|11:28pm] |
So Descartes is really awesome. I'm enjoying it so far, especially the explaination of the famous quote "Cogito, ergo sum." Good stuff that philosophy is.
Derek called me again earlier. I hate it that the reception is so bad that our phones keep shutting off. It totally sucks. But...it's worth it just to talk to him. I googled "candiedcyanide" just out of curiosity of what would come up. Found some retarded older journal entries that I rolled my eyes at. Sometimes I wonder what I am thinking when I write some of this stuff. Do any of you ever go back and go, "I couldn't have written that...". Ah well, what is written is written, and if it REALLY bugged me, I'd destroy it. As it is, my older entries are good learning tools. For instance, they remind me why it is best for my emotional well-being not to get too worked up over a failing relationship, or how to be able to detect said failing relationship before I or someone I care about gets hurt.
I did pretty good at work today. I think staying there just in the mornings is working out fine. When I'm not with patients, I'm cleaning. I don't know what has gotten into me! I sweep and mop the floors daily. I guess it's my extreme desire not to have the same working conditions that I had the last time, and that requires me to stay out of the way and make conversation minimal. I was telling Derek how when we get our own place it's going to be so damn clean. I hate cleaning already dirty places, so finding somewhere new and just keeping it clean is less hectic. It's like when I did dishes when I visited- if I saved them for later, they were terrible to do, but if I did them right after we ate, it got done quickly. Oh god I hope I have a dishwasher! And a garabage disposal. Those are potential deal breakers for me with apartments/houses. I want to say I'm 'nesting', but my room is a bit cluttered right now, so...I don't think it is that. Also, people 'nest' when they're pregnant, or when they're people who just like to keep places clean. I'm not one of those. I'm such a slob! LOL. At any rate, it's made everything a lot smoother. I keep busy, it gives me a workout, and the floors aren't so dirty! That's always nice :)
I was going to go to bed, but a recent bout of parental units demanding a 10 p.m. cleaning session has woken me up a bit. Not for long, though. In my biology lab people claim I'm so smart and what not because I point out obvious statements about our genetics problems. For instance, if two black hamsters have offspring that are black and some are white, what are their genetic codes? Well...some people didn't understand this, which baffled me. I pointed out that the dominant gene is the black one (it told us this) and the recessive is white. So if they have some white offspring, it means they both must be carriers of that white gene and when doing the punnet square or forkline method, we see that out of four possible genes, about 1/4 of those have the potential to be white. It'd be two recessive genes. Then there was another question about a normal metablic rate (C) and an abnormal one (c) which is fatal. It asks:
Assume that the Allele* C is responisble for normal metabolism while the allele c is responsible for abnormal metablism. Homozygous recessives* (cc) die a few months after being conceived since this metabolic disorder is incompatible with life (the allele c is a lethal allele). If two carries of this trait have a normal child, what is the probability that the child is a carrier?
-*Allele = placement/area of gene on a chromosome -*Homozygous recessives = same, recessive gene
So basically it's asking us to identify the parental genes. Well...this girl first asks how we know it's not CC, a homozygous dominant pair, and I told her that it's because the paragraph tells us that both parents are carriers. Then she asks how we know they're not homozygous recessives. I...stared...at her before slowly saying, "Because, they'd be dead." It says that the homozygous recessives are lethal. Therefor, they MUST be heterozygous with a dominant C and a recessive c to both be alive and be carries. At any rate, the child has the potential of 1/2 being a normal carrier, 1/4 being a dead carrier (cc).
At any rate...
I got my little sister a frog out of the claw machine. There are THREE new my little pony dolls! One of them is this bright magenta color, another cream...and I can't remember what the other one looked like. I'm rarring to get that magenta one, lol. They're so cute! When I have a child they're going to inherit my pony dolls, and we're going to go see My Little Ponies on ice! Hell...my kid is going to experience everything I can afford. Traveling, theatre, museums, culture, wildlife...all of it. Derek is convinced our kid is going to be a hippie who loves communism, lmfao. Whatever my kid is, he/she/it will always be my baby!
He decided he doesn't want ferrets anymore because they're costly. Poo! I was hoping to pick out a ferret when I moved to IL, but alas, we'll have to wait for that. He did say we could get rats, though! I'm just glad we both want girl rats. I don't know if I'm going to name mine Maebh or Tweeker yet. I suppose I shall see! If she's super badass and totally doms his rat, Maebh! If she's crazy-hyper, Tweeker! Perhaps. I dunno, there's lots of names.
And last but not least, I made some awesome chicken from a recipe I randomly made up in my head and I call it Goat Sauce chicken. So...once I find the perfect measurement of ingredients, I shall share my secret, awesome chicken for you all to try it out. Until then, I'm still working out the measurements for optimal flavor.
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| Title goes here (for srsly) |
[06 Mar 2007|08:00pm] |
I got a 100% on my philosophy test! I'm very happy about that.
Today was not overall bad at work, but I'm not holding my breath that it'll remain this smooth for long.
My boyfriend is down about something. I've been feeling down lately, too. I just miss him a lot. A whole lot. I deal with it not being around him a lot lately because that's the way it has to be, but thankfully it won't be that way forever. He's awake at nights, I during the day...and we cross sometimes in the evenings. I'm always rushing to do things and he's always getting rushed away. I guess this is where distance becomes a problem. I can't just grab him like I do when I'm around him and pull him back to me for just a couple minutes more of his time. Knowing that he is down makes me wish I were there. I've always had a knack for cheering him up 'cause he can see and feel how special he is to me. It's a little harder to convey that over the internet, and even over the phone. At least when I'm standing next to him I can gently stroke his palm, and when he glances at me I can look up and smile. We both know.
But...fear not! It must get worse before it can get better. I must keep that in mind. I will have limited computer access soon...and already I have to go to bed earlier more often because of me having to wake up early.
Right now I want to just...be over there. I can handle myself being in a funk..but...when he's in one...it's ten times worse. Never his fault, though. Funks happen. I'm just trying to take care of him and, in a way, protect him from the 'evils' of the world.
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| Until July... |
[05 Mar 2007|11:46pm] |
Until blessed July I must wait for the next Harry Potter installment!
I get too attatched too my books, methinks. I can't believe the series is going to be over. It's like...I don't want it to happen- I don't want to come to terms with the magic ending! It's such a fun and fantastical point of view. It's....perfect. I have read over 800 pages from the 5th book in 2.5 days, that's .5 days shorter than I have read all of the other books (all of which I finished in 3 days of reading). That...is amazing. That tells you I'm really into the book.
You know, deep down, I wish there really were such a thing as Hogwarts and witchcraft. Deep down, I think on some level everyone does. ::sighs:: I wish the books would just keep coming. Maybe I can check out some of the fan-fiction? I hope it is all just as good. Myeh. ;_; Comeooonnnn July!
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| Myeh ;_; |
[28 Feb 2007|12:38am] |
I just finished reading Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. Three days. Again. I was sucked into that book and read like the fucking wind. You also have to remember that this isn't three whole days I read it, this was three days of a few hours out of my day that I read it. I say that's pretty fucking decent reading right there! I also have to admit that this wasn't my absolute favorite out of the series. I can't wait for the next one, though!
Also...so many plot twists have been ruined for me. :\ I can't wait for the last book to come out so I can look forward to a few surprises, lol.
On another note, I WISHED ALI A HAPPY BIRFDAY 'CAUSE IT IS...or...was...like...45 minutes ago or something, lol! I marked it on my calendar just so I wouldn't forget ^^ YAYALIBOO!
Other than that...OMGUSH BRACES OFF ON MARCH 5th!
And...and...uh...Philosophy midterm over, yaaaay!
....;_; I wish Hogwarts were real. Ugh. That'd be so awesome. *pouts*
Anyway...*tries to jump out of fantasy land* Movers are coming at the end of March. I'm so nervous about my computer going away :(
Uh....Derek rules!
The end, lol.
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| Yay for success so far! |
[24 Feb 2007|05:21pm] |
To curb hunger, I dove into the vegetable drawer of my refrigerator and dug out some carrots. Then I grabbed an avocado and some ranch dressing and made some dip with it. So, today I have:
1 bowl of White Cheddar noodles 1 garlic bulb 3 carrots and some avocado ranch sauce
And tonight for dinner I'm having a steak and some corn...and...I don't know what else. But yay! Look at me doing so well!
Also, my little sister found the missing Harry Potter Book, which I'm now reading a few chapters in between homework (as a 'reward' for doing my homework). All I have left to do tonight is to do my Chem lab report, and the pre-lab for next class, then I can do my 'non-important' stuff such as the anthropology homeworks, the chemistry homework, gathering information for my midterm for anthropology, and then on sunday and monday I'll study for my philosophy exam.
Go me! ^^
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| <3 |
[23 Feb 2007|10:51pm] |
Roasted Garlic = <3
Yep. Derek is managing my diet when he can, making sure I'm not eating crap so I can get to my goal of 120lbs. Roasted garlic must be a whole of like...50 calories, and it tastes sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good!
So today I've eaten:
1/2 5" salmon (it tasted really bad, so I tossed it) 2 garlic bulbs And then chinese food for dinner.
So all in all, I didn't do too shabby. I'm going to start doing my sit ups so I can get rid of this retarded belly flub D
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| I did a great thing today! |
[22 Feb 2007|04:58pm] |
I am very proud of myself. I sucked up the fact that I was going to get stabbed by a very thick needle, and I donated blood!
I believe the next time I think I'm a bad person because of what someone else has said or due to my own inner demons, I'll remember this and re-think that belief :)
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| Oh how I love to see you smilin'! |
[22 Feb 2007|11:48am] |
YES! YESYESYESYESYESYESYES *joygasm!*
I'm getting my braces off, you know, the ones I've had for about 6-7 years, on March 5th!
YEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
*HAPPIESEVERYWHERE*
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| YAY FOR ME! |
[20 Feb 2007|10:53pm] |
So I'm pretty damn proud of myself right now. I had a surprise homework thinger spring up on me, and so it set me back quite a ways. I had to read a 100pg monograph and take notes on it. It's safe to say that I'm a very slow reader, so I ended up skipping through most of it and jotting down the things that stuck out to me the most. It was about the culture of the Samoan people (my choice) and it was actually pretty cool. I like pacific culture just a tick beneath Japanese culture (especially where Geisha are concerned).
Yesterday I was up until 2am finishing the crap I had to get done so I wouldn't have to do it tonight. I even went to see the movie Bridge to Terabithia and still got all my homework done before 11pm! WOO! By the way, that movie is pretty alright. It's not the greatest movie EVAR, but it is a few notches above good. I'm still waiting to see Pan's Labyrinthe. Ohhhohohohho <3
So tomorrow I should only have one bit of homework left to do before I'm officially caught up on my 'homework schedule'. Yay! ^^ I also got a 100 on my first psychology paper because I'm just that awesome. I'm glad I picked a good topic, too. There was lots of valuable resources that I was able to utilize in my persuasion.
Uhhhh...::ponders:: Rping is awesome. Furcadia is like crack to me, again. I've decided to officially obtain 7 characters to mark them after the 7 deadliest sins. So far I have...
Asenthi- Sloth. (Us-en-thee)She's my bobcat that like...rarely bathes or does anything.
Xemu- Wrath. (Zee-muh)She's just a bitch. She's the one I have a hard time rping 'cause she hates everyone for no reason xD
Ololiuhqui Gluttony. (Oh-lawl-ee-oo-kee) She's a hyrbid who must eat constantly to stave off hunger.
Akyiori: Pride. (Ack-yee-or-ee)She's very, very proud of her spot under the ownership of her Master. She thinks very highly of him and completely denies that anything is better, even if he does beat the crap out of her constantly xD
Zovyne: Lust. Though she is not sexual at all, she does lust after 'beautiful things'. You might take this to be avarice, except she isn't exactly greedy about these things, she is simply drawn to it and loves it. I say no lust because, well, none of my characters are sexual at all. Go me!
So now I'm left to make one for Envy and Avarice. I think Lophophora is going to be Avarice, and envy, I dunno. That one is difficult to play, lol.
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| Ooooeee.... |
[09 Feb 2007|12:03am] |
Ok. I had this VERY fine girl contact me on a bondage site I'm on. She's...HOT. Her brain is active AND she's visually pleasing. That = hottie in my books. I responded to her and sounded like a total dork. There are three downsides (well, two for me): -She's a full on submissive ( D<) -She's a full on lesbian (DD<) -Derek says she's too tall (I say fuck that, HOT! HOTHOTHOT)
Our convo:
Derek: Nah Derek: She's too tall Derek: Forget it Gobo: How tall? Derek: 5'9 Derek: Maybe thats why I like Amanda Gobo: ::cries:: I don't care! HOT! Derek: She shortie Derek: hahahaa Derek: Frikkin gobo Gobo: lol Gobo: ::snuggles:: God damn...D< Gobo: GAH D< Gobo: If I can't have boobies like that of my own, I at least want to be able to grab them. It's the only way to keep me from being jealous. Derek: lmfao Derek: Go get her!
::snickers:: Yeah, it's a no go with her. The Amanda girl he is talking about is also very pretty. I haven't seen what kind of intellectual powers she has yet, but she seems like a nice girl. Unfortunately for him, she is also a lesbian xD LMAO. Poor Derek. I'm getting all the girls. Well, at least he gets me, and in getting me he gets whoever I get, and vice versa.
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| Look! I can put words into sentences, then put those together! ME POET! |
[08 Feb 2007|08:36pm] |
Who knew that you were capable Of reigning my world with doubt Of breaking down my barriers And masking hurt with hope I failed to see it at first glance The dangerous path you lay But when truth shone light like morning I could see the traps you placed And I wandered through them aimlessly A dove caught in the storm Only to watch the pain unfold To wither when you've gone I cradled myself with lullabies Lamenting myself to tears As night blankets me with the stars Stealing what I thought was real Oh I turn my head to the new day And I remember what I love I've been blessed with second chances Reborn onto sweeter grounds I'll never seek the old again Forgetting all you’ve revealed I'll take my chances somewhere else And find a love that's whole.
::pelvicthrust::
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| Oy... |
[06 Feb 2007|02:27pm] |
So I'm finally feeling the weight of the classes I'm taking. Tonight I have to complete my pre-chem lab, my anthropology homework, and my psychology homework.
Tomorrow I have to get up and work from 8:30am to 12:00 pm, then school from 1-6:45, then I have to study for my biology quiz (the anatomy of a microscope), read for my next philosophy class, and then begin my reading on my psychology.
Yesterday I did my philosphy paper, reading, then did my Chemistry paper and re-configured some of the data we collected AND participated in my psychology class.
I wanted to sleep more today, but alas, I had to get up. I'm surprised I actually left 15 minutes before class. Go me!
I'm actually starting up a few new characters on furcadia. You know, I used to seek out sexual rp because it was the kind I liked, but after playing my character Akyiori, I'm finding that I really don't care if there is sex in it. In fact, I'd pretty much prefer that there isn't. However, I still demand abuse! LOL. The slave part hasn't fully escaped me yet, either. I really want storylines, though. With Akyiori she's part of a storyline. Her owner, played by the wonderful Selena, is pretty badass and he's the boss of the Seven Mafia. So my character gets to play medic, and she's constantly abused xD I love it!
I think by far my most interesting character would have to be one in the making. It's an anthropomorphic 'my little pony' brought to life. I call her Gizzy Licks, but I would have preferred it be 'Jizzy', but they wouldn't let me have a name that started with that D< I dunno why. ...xD Anyhow, I'm playing her as an abandoned adult-toy prototype with AI capabilities and now she's sort of wandering around and experiencing life. She's not made of plastic, but she was genetically created with the my little pony form in mind (HAHAHAHA). I have a picture all drawn up for her, too. Maybe sometime I'll post it. I personally think it is hilarious. I've not known anyone to really look at a My Little Pony in a sexual fashion (and surprisingly, I'm NOT playing her sexually!), but I still think it's a hilarious concept. I don't plan on playing her much...unless she gets into a really good storyline xD
So yeah, I'm a dork and what-not. I'm going to go do homework now, yay!
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| Nothing special... |
[04 Feb 2007|11:06pm] |
Nothing special is really happening at the moment. I just felt like updating. For one, I've started rping again and drawing furry characters. I'm getting better and better. I just need to know the secret of how to create pristine line art so I can color a little better. Hell, it wouldn't hurt to find a class that'll tutor me on coloring my art on the computer >:\
I'm starting to pull out of my procrastination spell. It's a good thing, too, 'cause I had a lot to read in psychology. I still have to read my philosophy material and do my journal paper, but that won't take me very long. I did get my chemistry homework done, which was a lot. A part of me thinks I'm just made to do chemistry, but another part of me feels so underdeveloped as far as information processing goes. I'm definitely not into my anthropology class yet. I'm sure it's the teacher. He's not a very good speaker and I fight to stay awake in his class. My biology lab is going great, though! We played with microscopes and, again, I was the last one out of the class. I enjoy it so much!
I wasn't up on my game in the last philosophy class. Something was wrong with me that was putting me in a foul mood with a headache and a sickening feeling in my gut. I didn't participate as much as I usually do. Psychology is going well. We're still in the basics, but I'm itching to get to the disorders, lol.
As far as work goes, I'm just anticipating the month of March. BEWARE THE IDES OF MARCH! Hah! How clever and true. It's when I work with Dr. bitchbag again. At least it'll be two months and then I can officially leave. I'm going to miss that job :(
Derek is being extra sweet to me. I think it's because I'm a totally rad girlfriend and I'm not bitching about him not having a phone at the moment or being gone a lot to play poker or do other stuff. I think because of that he's making an effort to spend more time with me. It really works out, though, because now I can have me time to rp and to do homework. I showed him my new art, and I used to think he *hated* my art because it was furry, but he keeps encouraging me to draw more. It makes me feel super special ^^ I told him that when I move, I'm going to try and visit him as soon as possible. It'll take some money, and I'll need a car, but damnit I'm going to do it! Either that or I'll make his sexy ass drive down to see me instead, then we can go exploring St. Louis together, lol. Either way, I'm going to be closer! OMG! -SQUEE- <3333333333333333333333333333333333333
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| My confidence is THROUGH the roof! |
[31 Jan 2007|03:39pm] |
I am feeling so damn good right now.
For one, I finally got to talk to Derek for a while. I got a little emotional and grumpy in the middle, butI fought it off because I, well, didn't want to fight with him, and I really wanted to show that. I love him so much! I love how well we communicate, it makes me feel really good. Also, I freaked out a while, while back because he said he wasn't confident I would be there in his future (this was toward the end of my sudden depression), and I asked him if he still felt that way now. He pointed out all the obvious reasons why he does not feel that way at ALL anymore. EEP! <3 I knew that visit would prove that I still remain as awesome as I always am ::snickers::
Another thing is my Chemistry class. I used to not truly understand how to name covalent compounds. I sort of understood, but it was clear-cut until today. I expressed that to my teacher and he seemed happy to know. Also, during our lab I sit with two girls. One I thought knew a bit about chemistry, the other has admitted she bearly past the last class we were both in. So we were doing Density, and I'll admit to all of you I am terrible when it comes to stochiometry, but we got to a point where we had to determine the volume of a metal piece based on previous recorded information. I could NOT convince these two that to get the answer you had to factor in water displacement, which meant taking the volume of the water and subtracting the mass of the metal from it. WATER. DISPLACEMENT. Finally they said they were just going to ask the teacher.
Guess what?
I WAS FUCKING RIGHT! >D BOOYAH!
So I did a little bit of inner-gloating before asking them if they'd like me to explain it further. They both declined. This is where I get frustrated with people. I do not understand why anyone would not want to seek knowledge, especially knowledge that they need in order to, say, explain and do density problems on tests. It just makes no sense to me at all!
At this point I'm convinced my lab partners hate my guts xD They didn't take the news that I was right very well and sort of left in a hurry. They're kind of quiet and reclusive, where as I'm upbeat and silly. I should have been paired at the table with the goofy guys. I don't understand reserved females sometimes. Not that it's bad, I just can't connect with them. That's why all of my friends are crazy and obnoxious in one way or another, and not reserved. At all. LOL.
So I again conveyed the message of my learnt knowledge unto my teacher, and he seemed to be very happy to know that my critical thinking skills have vastly improved. I'm very happy to know this since I may have to take Math 185 over again. Hoo-frikkin-ray! Unfortunately I am also sad because I can't take his next Chem class, which I was very excited about, but he welcomed me to the notes he has on the next chemistry class. I am accepting his offer with open arms!
So yeah. I'm feeling pretty damn good! Also, a lot of people on this BDSM website I attend have been really nice about my journal postings. I've had a few debates here and there, and even an extension of knowledge. Right now my task is to familiarize myself with the history of Slavery in general and how it relates to todays community. Fun!
Uh...other than that...I...had a pretty much rare-medium-rare (that's right, rarer than usual) steak for lunch today. Damn it was fucking good. Derek is off poker-ing and making quite a bit of money (woo hoo!). Things are really looking on the up'n'up. :D
YAYHAPPYJESS!
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